I cant feel alive

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 01:43:25 GMT

well like every year I when to warped tour with Aline which was awesome we had a great time, I found lots of friends there which made it even better (btw Adam is so fck HOT )anyway .. life still the same nothing really new everyone is still here but some are leaving soon college is starting and people are starting to get different lives its sad I know, but we all know that everything now its gonna change well probably I wont see u know who ever again which is sad yeah ,but its good in some way at least this way I'll finally move on...:( OHh well this week was pretty fun not working anymore is great I finally got to sleep again loloolol.... today when to the City with Greg Jess and Alex it was fun the rain kinda killed everything but at the end we had an awesome time ... I dont want summer to end ... :( :(

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 02:27:36 GMT

This is me after like 3 or 4 months I think hihi... Well lots of things changed , I think I changed a little, am not really the same Marissa I use to be, I dont think about stuff as much as I use to now I just go with whatever im feeling at that moment, everything pretty much when back to normal *A* its now my friend again am so glad I missed her so much ... of course Grace too ..lololol. Well about my love life I was trying to change it in some way but everytime I try to do something it comes back to the same person u all probably know who am talking about (**) I know im weird. anyway through out this months I met lots of people which are awesome ... Greg and Jess and pretty good friends little weird but amazing ... Anyway about guys I have to admit there was some special "someones" around lolol... one in special that was really getting to my heart but I guess when you take to long feeling start to go away and people give up but what can I do ..?? thats life. dated some guys ,yeah, but didnt really workout some others came back (K) try to start what we left behind but didnt really work I guess stupid me I'll always wait for the one (**) .... meanwhile im really happy just enjoying my summer trying to have fun and push all my limits lolol... I'll finally be 18 in a month and everything is already plan for that day im so glad I have my friends back now I can really enjoy my 18th birthday .... Ohh yeah i forgot to mention I graduated yay!! yes I did it was awesome prom was the best I had an awesome time and graduation was as everyone knows the last good bye but it was worth it I had so much fun in that High School and I met so many great people that made all my headaches a moment to remember ...lololol...now I guess I'll be out to the real world * not really * lololol......

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:53:52 GMT

Your Love Style Is...
Shy!

Something is holding you back. You are a caring person with lots to offer but for some reason you are afraid to let go. Everyone needs love and you are no exception so don't be scared to take the plunge. Come on you know you want to.

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hihihihihi... funny........*shy*

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 23:34:18 GMT

this is just weird...

funny!!!!

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 08:23:08 GMT

Your Erotic LJ dream by cozzette

username

you went to bed feeling

You began to dream about

blackphaton04

who was

preforming oral on you

your bed

with

whips and chains

which made you

twitch

but was interupted by

l0nely_escapade

who began to

get jealouse

You awoke

hoping you dont talk in your sleep

and you hope

that dreams do come true

chance of that happening:: 96%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

life

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 07:20:20 GMT

My friends are awesome another day out with the girls (aline , grace) but tonight we had a new friend (Chris) well when to the movies .. it was fun...trying to help out one of my friends.. but she is kinda weird.. anyway..I really wanted to be in a different place "u know where" *aline* but I stayed with my friends just b/c I love them... lololololol
Yup Yup I felt lonely :( as always... going to the movies and just watch the movie its kinda weird.. *I know I know Im weird*
well later..
Marisssssss...

one more day !!

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 04:51:53 GMT

there is not much to say ... I havent update in a while I know its just that I have nothing to say ... my life is tthe same bullshit and nothing really exited ever happens .... Finally midterms are here and now I only have to take one test... Thanx god..!!! .. In the other hand I had a little fun lately .. my friends are great and we always have so much fun when we are together ..... Well now valentine's is coming as well as prom and guess what..?? lololol as always I have no one to share it with but not big deal I ll get over it... im not really the dating kinda person I just kinda like to wait for what is suppost to happen or for what is suppost to come I guess lolol even though Ill have to wait a lot ...lololololol...

life

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 01:20:15 GMT

Nothing really new ... just going to school and thats it .. playing "basketball" and just trying to take things away from my mind.. there is not much to say ust that the day is coming closer and closer .. and Im still here with nothing its depressing ... but lives goes on ...

not much to say ..

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 00:20:17 GMT

Im heere bored waiting for everyone to get ready .. yeah today is my grad's 50th aniversary ..... and I have to go their party . damm it.. well after all they are my grandparents righ ..?? lololol Nothing new really the same shit in school and home ,,,,, I totally forgot about u know who .. wich is really good .. but someone else is coming back to my mind .... nothing else to say .....
bye people ....

one more day ..!!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:14:17 GMT

well its me again not really happy this time but Im ok ... Im glad tho I finally found a reason not to like him anymore .. He is a big JERK!!! He is to much into himself to even find out whats happenig around him.. lololol ... He was really cool when I met him but now he is just a big big jerk.. .. Is funny how people change... * disappointed* +(

awsome...!!!!

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:09:49 GMT

Happy new years..!! averyone .. well yesterday night I mean today in the morning was amazing I got home like at 5:00 in the morning I had so much fun my friends are just the best .. I didnt do anything I wasnt suppost to do, just to let you know people I know u were thinking bad ... so yeah I had a lot of fun... It was a great way to end my year.. The bad thing is that now my feet are hurting like a bitch now Im never wearing those fucking shoes again..>< but still it was worth it...

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:34:47 GMT

By the way aline's and my evil t-shrit came today yay!!!!!!

bored...!!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:32:10 GMT

this week was boring didnt do much .... well yeah hopefully it will get better. Today I was here home I couldnt go out some parents issues Im glad Im leaving soon actually in 7 months yay!!! finally Im sick and tired of this place ,,,, so yeah tmr im going out with soem friends and Im sure we will have fun ... so people C YA///
luv
Marisa ..!!!//

its me,,!!1

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 04:26:28 GMT

well nothing really to talk about just that Im a loser yeah I am........ I promese myself I was gonna do soemthing about u know who "?"// this time but nahh nahh I cant I tried and I cant I just cant I m not like that I cant push myself to do something that I ll nevr find right to do ,, well its not a bad thing its just that I ll never do it thats not me at all .. so yeah I better just forget about Teddy for good,,,,, I know its never gonna happen so u out there ,,, I luv u but I cant change who Iam just for u...
and Aline Im sorry I know I promese but I just cant do it ... I dont even know how .. so yeah Im a loser...

how funny is this....

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 01:08:17 GMT

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 00:33:44 GMT

so yeah Im back my comp works now.. well not really im using soemone elses comp lolol for now ... well yeah Im bored and aline is here she is awsome and we bougha our evil shirt TODAY!! TOday !!! yeah!! ayya!!! its coming in two weeks ,...!!! arent we just amazing... and plus guess what people ur all invited .. to our new apartment that we will move in september yaya!! yeah I know we are awesome ... well now goodbye we are going out ..!!! to diego's so byebye fuckers!!!

great

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 02:44:59 GMT

I had lots of fun friday with Aline and grace we when o this party and then to this other party * the house was amazing* and then to grace's for everyone out there that knows grace she is amazing and we know why lolololol .. so yeah yesterday was so much fun I when out with aline to WP we saw a lot of amazing guy but naahhhh nahh not really my type lolol what was nice was that we saw the guy I like but I didnt get a change to talk to him he was kinda busy with this other "girls" but anyway at least I saw him...lololololol yes yes I got mad but mhhh... there is nothing to do .. well today I when to the city it was amazing........ lolololol Im tires now so bye bye everyone...
luv u..alllll

me!!!

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 05:32:16 GMT

well its me ..!!! yay!!! I had so much fun with my friends yay aline and grace are awsome my stomach hurts i laughed so much this people are just amazing thanxxxx girls for an amazing day ...!!!!!.....

its me!!!!!

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 21:57:55 GMT

well it's me the new and "improve" marissa lololol..... so yeah Im gonna try to be a new persoon now more strong and a person that knows what she want yup yup that me I know what I want know .... Im pretty sure that I know and u out there I'll get to u pretty soon its my goal I'll do it I will..... yup yup .. well Im not that change Aline and Diego stiilll my best buddssss and special person still in my heart ... Ill get to u soon..... I just hope u dont get scare ... lolololol
luv u .....

Im bored !!!!!!111

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 18:34:21 GMT

I never knew it will be so boring to be home arggg I hate it .!!!!!! Well anyway some funny shit is happening lately ..lololololol

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:51:44 GMT

ok this is to fix my last entry I dont know how to spell I know lolololol well u guys know I do this fast ..lololol well just to let u know I know how to spell ( bored, stay)

IM sick ,,,

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:47:51 GMT

well today I was really really cored the whole day I staed home b/c im sick very very sick .. I hate to be sick I hate it I feel like shit plus I miss my friends all of them I wanna see them , I feel so lonely:( ... Miss u guys...!!!!!! luv u all....!!!!! ohh I almost forgot I have a new friend yay !!!! his awsome *James....*

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 07:03:46 GMT

well people are just crazy this days and thats what we get when we hangout with people that are not like us.. ohhh well life u just have to learn to survive . Today happen what was a long time coming we can say finally we got to see real faces and it wasnt very pretty yeah lesly im talking about u ... its frustrating , disappointing , unbelivable, totally crazy... but u know like I always say what can we do..??? just move on Im just sorry for certain person that I know its in the middle of this anf has nothing to do with this issue.
So yeah people next time just hang out with people that's ur age plzz.....

yup yup .... BS

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:18:20 GMT

well yeah life suxxx I believe I said that I lot of times but yeah it really does.. there is nothing I can do .. isnt it great how everything goes wrong at the same time so it will drive u crazy sometimes life just knows how to fucked up ur life its ingredable.. so yeah Im kinda sad now .. Iknow I know he will never see me like I see him but u know what can u do ..whats really starting to scare me now is that everytime I see him I even forget how to breath I dont know what to do ..???

its..............

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 04:28:26 GMT

Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name	Aaron
His Looks/Style	Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes
How you met	CD Store
How he tells you he loves you	Tells you that you're beautiful whenever you say you're fat and kisses you wherever you say you have a problem
What he calls you	Baby
How far you've gone	everything

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